Kesian-

Kesiannya,
Sangat kesian pada diri sendiri,
Kenapa?
Iya lah kita selalu tolong manusia,
Padahal manusia tu sebenarnya tak suka kita pun,
Kesian bukan?
Bila susah mula terkapai-kapai minta pertolongan kita,
Padahal dia manusia yang paling benci pada kita,
Tapi kita masih sabar menolong.

Ikutkan hati memang sakit bantu manusia sebegitu,
Tapi perasaan tu tolak tepi,
Kenapa?
Sebab kita tak mahu balas,
Baik bukan kita,
Tapi manusia sebegitu masih benci pada kita,
Walaupun kita lah yang susah payah tolong dia.

Kita bukan minta balasan apa pun,
Cuma kita juga seorang manusia,
Sakit tahu bila orang benci pada kita,
Bersabar lah wahai diri & hati,
Kita berdoa lah hatinya terbuka untuk kita.



Peace be upon people

Overload-boredom-strike rite fxking nawwww. My life rite now was like a barbie without owner. So, yesterday the breaking dawn part 2 came out and I haven't watch it. Yeye. Since le parents did not allow me to watch it so ok ok I duduk kat rumah duing noting. No, I wont go to study rite now cause I want to rest my freaking brain right nowww. I want to enjoy (not so enjooy seriously) my holiday break. If only I've the guts to go wherever I want. Drive the car and have a long trip with my friends *sigh*

Wanted to update the blog long time ago but to lazy turtle to write. Scroll the twitter timeline-log in facebook-scroll the bullshit facebook timeline-log off-scroll the twitter timeline over and over again-youtube-watch the cover-scroll tumblr-reblog-twitter-log off all of em.

Next year I'll sit for this biggggggsss exam. Huwaaa. If only I get the flying colours result I want to fly away to london mybe. Muahahah. Continue the business subject thingy. Meet new peoples and learn new things. Ohh, the final exam result was not so bad. I got top10 in my school. Thanks allah. Will work harder to get straight A's in my SPM. Insyaallah.

Unproductive night



Assalamumualaikum e'body :)

Hmm, how's life? Yaallah, dah nak dekat setahun saya duduk asrama. Macam baru haritu ibu tolong settled all my new school thingy. Tup tup dah nak habis sekolah. So next year, SPM. I grew up too fast bro. Yes, tooooooo fast. All the memories in 2012 will never been forgotten. Ohh, lupa salam hari raya aidiladha. Sorry lambat wish since no mood nak update blog semalam and almost 3 bulan tak update blog. Khakhakha, too lazy to type on the keyboard. Baidewey, sekarang saya boleh type without looking the keyboard. Another personal achievement to me. Yeye mee :) *cheers* 

Hmmm, sekarang dah pukul 11.45p.m waktu malaysia. hehehe. Baru habis baca blog this one malaysian girl who lived in turkey camtulah. Bestnya dia dapat rasa hidup kat negara orang since ayah dia kene travel every 5 years mcmtulah. So mestilah dia boleh jumpa ramai orang yang berlainan bangsa. Oklah, bye :)