If you really knew me, you’d know that I feel like no one understands me. I don’t feel pretty. I look in the mirror everyday, and I want to change something. Whenever I cry, people look at me and tell me I’m being a baby, but honestly I have so many things to cry about. When the littlest thing makes me upset, tears fall down my face. I can’t help it, I don’t understand my sadness. I keep it bottled up inside of me until I explode and have a meltdown. I know this isn’t healthy, but I don’t feel comfortable talking to anyone about this.
It’s hard to accept, but you can’t change the past. You can’t go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life would be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that’s a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days – but as long as you let the past go, you’ll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it.
Life is for having fun. Don’t be stupid and waste it on some guy/girl who is gonna act like he/she hates you tomorrow. Never waste it on some one who doesn’t want their friends to know they’re in love with you. Don’t give that person the rest of you tears or a month or a year of your life when he/she treats you badly and doesn’t mind to make you cry. Every person deserves some one who wants to brag about them. Every person deserves some one who makes them smile and laugh at their worst moments. We all deserve at least that.
